Thursday, February 13, 2020

A Theory of Universal Consciousness – The Umbilical Cord Theory

Though I did not make it fully into REM sleep last night, I did get a glimpse of an entity's face when I woke this morning and stared into the back of my eyelids.  Then this hypothesis came to me.  What if the human sub-conscious was a tether for the mind or “soul” to a universal consciousness* that we are all tethered to?  This idea is similar to what was depicted in the movie, The Matrix – human bodies tethered to an alternate reality generated by the Matrix.  The physical world, where we move and breath and live our lives, is experienced in our conscious state.  Yet each of us from birth are tethered to this larger universal consciousness by our sub-conscious, much like an umbilical cord tethers us to our birth mother.

Metaphorically speaking, the cutting of the umbilical cord at birth is like what happens to our sub-conscious when we first enter the world of consciousness.  Perhaps with a burst of DMT, or endorphins, our conscious state then supersedes our sub-consciousness and we are no longer in a “super-conscious” state.  A veil of obscurity now separates the two.  Or, you might think of it as the aperture of the "third eye" constricts to the point that it can no longer "see" into the sub-conscious.  The sub-conscious becomes inaccessible without going into altered states, either through dreaming, meditation or psychedelics.  Thankfully, there are ways to become “super-conscious” again (experiencing both the sub-conscious and conscious state simultaneously) through psychedelics and perhaps when lucid dreaming.  Just as psychedelics dilate the physical pupil of the eye, they also dilate the aperture of the "third eye", opening up a free-flow of visual and symbolic imagery from the sub-conscious to the conscious mind.

The Umbilical Cord Theory of Consciousness
But what about the universal consciousness?  Is it accessible to us through dreaming?  When dreaming, we receive insight into our sub-conscious which is subsequently transferred to our conscious state after waking.  This is most profoundly experienced when lucid dreaming.  Once the information is transferred through the opened aperture of the sub-conscious, it is then integrated into our waking consciousness.

However, I am not sure we get much beyond our sub-conscious when dreaming.  Psychedelics, depending on the dosage, give us immediate access to the sub-conscious and the universal consciousness we are tethered to, all while remaining conscious.  This is what I call "intra-consciousness".  Much like an Intranet, everything internally is accessible to you, while still being able to access the external world.

On psychedelics, our mind is able to travel freely into the larger realms of universal consciousness with fidelity to our sub-conscious and conscious states.  Like dream states, we can integrate our experiences in the psychedelic realm into our consciousness when we return.  Unlike dream states, we can often integrate our experiences into our consciousness while still in the psychedelic experience.  For all practical purposes, the veil has been completely lifted.  The aperture of the "third eye" is fully open, and all states become one.

There seems to me a sure-fire way to prove the concept of a universal consciousness inhabited by sentient, autonomous beings.  If one were able to come in contact with another person traveling in the same realms of universal consciousness, then afterwards, validate the contact with shared experiences, this would provide sufficient evidence to support the hypothesis.

The hypothesis of universal consciousness is important because it attempts to solve the problem many psychonauts debate over as to whether hallucinations of entities are real or simply a product of our sub-conscious mind.  Since we do not know what consciousness is, we are open to the possibility that a universal consciousness may permeate the universe, embedding itself in all forms of life at birth.  It opens the possibility that consciousness may be another dimension of space-time inhabited by other sentient life forms that we do not understand.

Popular psychology is more inclined to talk about "inherited consciousness", what C. G. Jung referred to as the Collective Unconscious.  This consciousness is passed on to us by our ancestors, and contains universally useful information for our survival and individuation.  This too would be a form of universal consciousness, accessible through the umbilical cord of our sub-conscious, and visible to the conscious mind through a dilated "third eye".

* Universal Consciousness is not the same as what C. G. Jung called the Collective Unconsciousness.  I'll be writing a similar paper on that topic soon.

Tuesday, February 11, 2020

Trip Report – 5g P. Cubensis on 2/6/2020

I met entities for the first time on 5 grams of Psilocybe Cubensis.  I am (was) a materialist and a skeptic of the spiritual... until now.  I could not conjure up what I saw.  Pairs of eyes were floating in space and seemingly peering in on me in this strange place I found myself in.  A single feathered wing, glowing with brilliant colors of yellow, gold and white, having only a single eye, gently flew around me.  I appeared to be inside a mansion with many rooms adorned in a motif of Indian and African art and text (later it transformed into Aztecan motifs).  In one room was a glass box on a pedestal with an object floating inside.  It gave off a beautiful radiant light.  In an adjacent room, I encountered four shadowy, dark figures - blob-like with no faces.  They made me lie down while they performed a healing ceremony over me.  I physically felt them working on my abdomen and controlling my arms to make them wave over my body and head.  One entity spoke to me (through me) the words, "The Teacher is here.  The dancing is in here."  I asked, "Who is the Teacher?"  I got no answer.  But they said it was not them.

Winged eye, display case and 4 Shaman standing over me.
There were other entities like cats, and emoji faces – yellow, cartoonish faces bunched together and smiling at me.  The encased objects which gave off light were seemingly there for me to admire, or perhaps to choose.  I thought I could hear, “Pick me!  Pick me!”

My intention for the ceremony was to see if psilocybin might help me quit smoking.  They basically said, sorry, we are going to talk about OCD.  (I've had a form of OCD my whole life.)  They took me back to when I was four-years old, to an event in Kindergarten.  I was shy, and the youngest in my class.  I thought I would assert myself and stand in front of the class with a cowboy hat flipped upside down on my head, proclaiming that I was a "Baker".  The class erupted in laughter.  My teacher, however, was not happy and scolded me.  I never came out of my shell after that.  They showed me how this later developed into OCD, which can manifest in addictive behaviors, like smoking and drinking.  I did not have that knowledge beforehand.  I looked it up online later, only to find that it was true.

The next day, I drew on paper what I had seen, and researched the symbolism.  The winged-eye, I believe now, was likely the same entity the ancient Egyptians saw and referred to as Horus, the god of the sky and healing.  The pairs of eyes, likewise, are Egyptian symbols often seen on sarcophaguses and wall art called “Wedjats”.  The cartoonish emojis and encased objects may be what Terrence McKenna called “machine elves” or “bejeweled, self-dribbling basketballs” and “celestial toys”.  The dark spirits, I believe, were Shamans, and apparently I needed four of them to perform the healing.  Also, four was the number they gave me to link my OCD to my experience in Kindergarten at the age of four.  There were other things they taught me, like the mansion with many rooms being the same thing that Jesus spoke of when referring to the Kingdom of Heaven.

The rationalist in me wants to say these were manifestations of my sub-conscious, but I cannot explain the realistic imagery, the physical sensation of the Shamans taking over my body, moving my arms, speaking through me.  The archetypal motifs were similar to those others' report - ancient Egyptian, Mayan, Indian, etc.

I now suspect, hypothesize, that the ancient Egyptians, and other ancient cultures, probably saw the same things we describe in our psychedelic hallucinations, and that they were the basis for forming their religions and even their structures (pyramids, etc.).  The mushroom has been embedding this knowledge in humans for thousands of years.  Perhaps our "modern" minds can make better sense of it.  Or, perhaps not.